Post by jcvoyager on Dec 31, 2007 13:11:09 GMT -5
omg i got really drunk saturday night, it was the first time i've drunk and i went to this little get together at this lads house coz i was meant to be staying at my friends house, X i'll call her with this other girl called, P and she wanted to go and promised she wouldn't leave me, so me and P went as well. I think it is safe to say that i had quite abit to drink as some bits are hazy, i can't even remember my friend X leaving without me and P. i do however remember lying in a long tshirt top i had worn with only pants on, in the guys whos party it was bed with him and P and this other lad who really liked P. I do remember cuddling up wit the guy really closely and don't think anything happened (although this morning i have a bruise on my writ and its in the shape of a thumb i think or a finger so now i'm not sure if summat did) and my friend P well her and the lad who liked her went into the bedroom next door and u could hear them doing something and i have this massive gap in my memory of two hours and i feel absolutely terrible and the lads whos house it was can't remember anything so i can't even ask him if sommat happened. I'm really worried that summat may have happened and i feel terrible and really regret staying there and i don't know how to get over the regret
